Numb is the emotional health of mine, and a series of memories cloud my mind.
Anger, pain, hurt, ridicule; negative emotions suck the air out of the tubes.

Thump-thump goes the heart, beating every second, bringing a rush of adrenaline.
As confidence fades and self-loathing rises, a tingle in the brain makes me burn and rise from my ashes.

I wish these & that; spiteful words flow like muddy trash.

No one can make things right, unfurl yourself and become a sail to head into the lights. Vanish the insults and pain into the wind of passion, let the hands become the oars of guidance with compassion.

Every fuming breath is steam, whistle, and moves the engines of life with your determined feet.
The mind will sway, and the anchor may not hold you long, but God will push you through the storm.
Either your current bubble will shatter into a million pieces, or you may get a chance to tape back those pieces, but my dear woman you will rise like a phoenix.

Your lessons are pending, life’s warm hugs and kisses are waiting, and love or responsibilities will pull you through. You are not alone; someone is still waiting to hold you!

Hey Little Fish, what’s on the agenda?

Are we swimming to the right or is the left direction the plan? 

Up & down; you swim all around.

Darkness or Light, you stay immune,

You do your own thing and just stay attuned.

You bask in your glory and sparkle like a rainbow,

The calm you bring makes me mellow.

I have seen you hide too when you are scared,

But you are brave, and you always come back.

You teach me to be resilient and sparkle in my glory.

You teach me to breathe, even when I am drowning and lonely.

Your true colors make you unique,

I am so glad that you & I can dive deep.

A heartbeat, a kiss, or a touch of a fingertip,

Tiny fleeting moments of pure bliss.

A desire, a hope, a moment of trust,

Fills your mind in a joyous rush.

A sacred bond or a secret wish,

Endless beautiful moments to cherish.

You dream & laugh aloud,

The space around encloses you like a lovely shroud.

You wake up to the truth & you shiver & sigh,

Dreams have an expiration date; that’s why they die.

You stand and wrap your torn shroud and move on holding your head proud.

You dust off your feet and accept your grief,

You stand tall because you can still breathe.

You look around for good and face the bad, 

You make a resolve not to get shattered again like a glass.

You remember the saying that life is short, one minute you are here and the other you are not.

You look around and say aloud, I am going to move on alone and without regrets,

My life seconds are spending out and I must invest.

No one can stay with me except me, and no one can love me like I can,

So, shake off the dust and say “I can.”