My anxiety screams at me reinforcing my fears.

As I sink deep, my expectations brutally divide me from within.

My exhaustion & dreams collide in a world of anger & rage,

My failures flow inside my veins. I look up with stiffened shoulders and neck, the pain in the back explodes like 4th July fireworks.

The anguish & frustration burns me from inside, the relevant explanations feel so empty inside.

More tears escape from my closed eyes, and I see the wise guy.

He smiles, reminding me that when you feel nothing substantial is happening externally; that is when most is happening internally.

Hold onto the hopes & be your own lucky charm,

Everything will fall in place once the storms calm because what you seek is seeking you!