If you realize you are drifting away every minute to an invented happy place far away from reality, in search of an anchor,
When you feel damaged everywhere because you are exhausted from not fully accepting the harsh truths,
Please understand that you hit rock bottom when you desire every illusion to come true.
It’s not the circumstances that alter the mood but the thoughts around it.
The undisciplined beliefs and stories that have interwoven so complicatedly.
What’s not written in the stars will never appear, what’s yours will never abandon your life,
Life is a stubborn struggle to stay in the present moment, no matter how deep it cuts.
The battle between the logical and emotional mind often brings us to our knees,
Tears pouring, heartbreaking and unfulfilled screams.
But
You have no choice but to crawl forward, cursing and praying.
Not everyone has the privilege of holding another stretched-out hand, so digging your nails into the ground is your only chance.
